Being Amazing

Even though I'm almost always in a lot of pain globally, I always try really hard to "be amazing".  I try really hard to be positive and happy, even though I have every right to be negative.  What is the point of being negative and bringing down everyone around you when you can make people smile.
For as long as I can remember, I have had massive amounts of pain, mainly in my joints.  I have always had incredibly soft skin, joints that dislocate, joints that like to give out, and dry eyes to the extent that I couldn't wear makeup longer that a few hours without it really bothering me. Since I was really young, I have been able to do weird things with my joints, especially my fingers and arms/shoulders.  I also crack/pop all over.  I can crack my fingers, wrists, elbows, shoulders, neck, entire back, hips, knees, ankles, and toes.  I have to admit, the pain sucks, but it is what it is and I don't like to be a negative nelly.
Just trying to stay happy and positive.

Sending gentle hugs!