A letter to Fatigue

The absolute funniest part about this post is how long I have been putting it off because I don't have the energy to write it.

Dear Fatigue,
You are an annoying part of anything chronic. I literally have had to take a nap in the middle of a one hour drive because of you. I've had to not do homework, not work as well, and not have a social life because of you. Some days you even cause me to miss class, which really isn't fair. I didn't ask for you to influence every little aspect of my life.
The worst part about you being in my life (against my will) is that I feel tired but not sleepy.  You have gotten me super excited for bed before and then when I get to bed, my brain works against you and keeps me awake. Then there are times that I have fatigue and still am sleepy, like right now. I can barely keep my eyes open because of you. I don't appreciate it.

(3 Hour Break for a Nap)

There have been times that I've gotten up, showered and had to take a nap right after because you wanted to show up unexpectedly.
Feeling tired but not sleepy is so frustrating. Being ready to lay down after walking a certain distance, driving, walking up AND down stairs, showering, and sometimes even sleeping, is a pain.

I'd like to never see you again.
I hate you,
Carley